in the corner

it is strange ..
to feel like this out of a sudden
whats going on?
am i getting weak?
is it becuase i'm not happy?
i feel so dark .. and can't find the light in the end of the tunnel

now that i got myself into this..
god .. help me to get out

scattered ideas

i have been here since July 27th, 2008 .. that makes them 9 long months
the fact that i'm away from home is a strange mixture of feelings.. feeling the independency .. feeling homesick .. feeling that i have achieved something i always wanted to do which is working abroad .. its not really abroad when its only 20-30 minutes flight .. but its such an experience that i will write about on this blog .. i might start making a dairy of my own .. and thats another idea i wanted to do since long .. but did not really know what dairies are supposed to contain ..

First

this is the first blog i ever post on this blogger...and really have no idea yet about what to write..
whenever i feel like bored or need to write something... will be here to write it